Thursday, December 17, 2009
wow...very very super long nvr update..
haha..in d end i haf d time..
i feel d need to realli pour out wad i feel..
sigh..
my dd is not arnd..away at bangkok for 5 days since monday
thankfully he is coming back tomorrow but still....
he will nli be home at night..
sigh..
but its ok..
better den few more days to go before he comes back..
loads of tings has been happenin
lesser income...
but its ok..learn how to live with it..
went out with a fren..
but he is so full of crap..
but its ok..
shall not forget wad he did..
im a maneater
make u work hard
make u SPEND HARD
make u WANT MORE OF
MY LOVE
ahaha...watch out asshole..
but shhhh...haha..
bro went overseas..Egypt..
wit his frens..
i wonder wen ill haf d key to go overseas with my frens...
shall wait..
patiently..
d day will come n ill spit at u mf...
pffft...
selfish bastard..
so..me n sis were talkin abt it..
how great it wud b to b able to travel overseas witout parents saying no
or
parents saying dat dey haf to follow..
we wud go to places..
discover loads of tings..
do tings OUR WAY
enjoyin our BRAINS N HEARTS OUT...
kind of cool..
den i can run away wit my dd..
wud b fun..haha...
so..since my bro was gone..for i forgot how long..
i gt to stay at hme coz i had to cancel my work due to monthly issues wich din come for like 5 mths??
so i stayed hme,always tryin to calm myself dwn n not gt irritated by moms rubbish nonsense does not make sense talking..
phew..dat was so challenging..
n missing my dd so much at d same time did not hlp at all..
so in d end my bro is back..at hme..
n i juz gt back from teachin..
best..i almost exploded..
i saw my chicken wrapped in beancurd skin cooked..n left a few pcs..
cool..
i used my pay to buy food not for juz u to eat..
but to be shared amg d so called "FAMILY"
wow....
n wadever fuck i bring back..y muz b so kaypoh n muz check wads inside??
i realli don fakin understand..
its my own fuckin money..
i buy non of ur fuckin business...
wad i wan do wit it is aso non of ur fuckin business..
n do u fuckin rmbr to ASK BEFORE TAKING THINGS DAT DOESNT BLONG TO U????
wtf..
out of sympathy,i sacrificed my time to accompany u to do tings u nd to do..
n thanks.its not appreciated..
all u said was..
on d 4th is d day of d exhumation..and cousin can pick me up before gg to cemetry..
so i said ok..so do u wan me to go?
she said,up to u..if u wan go den go..if don wan go den don go..
i said,do u want me to go?muz let me noe early..so i can schedule my work
she said,u wan go den go..don wan go den don nd go..i now letting u noe earli what..not last minute what..
wow..i gt fucking pissed..
i said,do u need me to go or not?dont say now don nd den last minute ask me to go.
all she did was sighn gave me an irritated look.
wtf??
den she said,u folow lah.
so simple qn i don fuckin understand what she don fuckin gt in dat qn..
sigh...
what d fuck..
is dis wad u call life?
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 11:05 PM