Wednesday, March 05, 2008
haiz
so sad
very sad
super sad
im fucking sad
haiz
just wan to be loved by u
dats all i wanted
and what i got is
a shouting from u at the bus interchange
u scolding me vulgarities
cool
worst thing i fear?
i dont know
today you were angry with me again
and all i wanted was you to show me some love
that was what i needed badly after the very wrong thing you did to me last two days ago
is it so wrong for me to ask you to show me love?
is it so wrong for me to ask you to show me that you care?
is it so wrong for me to feel the love that ive never felt before?
im asking myself these questions over and over again
maybe ill just continue to love you
and let you treat me like your punch bag whenever you have a bad day
let you treat me whatever you want to treat me as
im nothing
have nothing in life
nothing to lose
maybe i should just stop caring so much
because no one appreciates it
no one ever did apreciate
all they do is take advantage
when am i going to die?
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 12:58 PM