Thursday, March 13, 2008
for past few days ive been tinkin loads
wad do i wan in life?
why am i living?
why am i behaving like this?
why am i thinking this way?
why
why
and
never ending why
i dono wad i wan in life
i dono wads gona hapen to my life
i dono how my life is goin b
i dono wad i shud do
i tot u cud make me see d life ahead of me
i depend on u
but u juz don gif me answers
i wan live wit u
but my demands are not met
all u wan me for is to meet ur demands
to serve u
haiz
i dono
guess i will juz wait till d nxt right guy to come alg
den ill haf two guys
ill play that kind of game again
why?
for this i have the answer
its because ure selfish
always making me do things for u
u never wan do things for me
or am i being the one who is selfish?
i dono
the world has no right nor wrong
different ppl different opinions
or is it juz bcoz of my life?
my life juz to serve ppl
make dem happy
while im sad all d time?
wen will i ever appreciate life?
i think
never ever
i guess
sigh
thats wad life is
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 2:26 PM