Saturday, October 06, 2007
it hurts to know the truth but what can i doyest was so far the worst day of my life..
thank u..
million thanks..
anyway..
its goin to come sooner or later..
so..
im now still tryin to accept it..
i knew myself better..
i do anyting to make others happy..
dats me..
sorry if wad ive done to make another party happy makes u sad..
im foolish..
yes i am..
sad to know that..
coz i did something to make others happy..
anyway..
we are not goin to be together forever..
dats wad i kept telling myself..
but it juz hurts so much..
u went mum went i asked u wad if our secret is being leaked out..
for few minutes den u gave me an answer..
n d answer was not satisfyin enuf..
u said
if we are fated to be together,we will be..
if we are not fated to be together,we will not be together..very hurtful..
im throwin all my love that i have for you away starting today..
learnt a very expensive lesson..
i cant love u so much..
i guess not even a little bit..
coz it juz hurts so much..
but what to do..
im foolish..
like wad u said..
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 11:16 AM