Sunday, November 06, 2005
i dono wad d heck she wants from me..
i dont even know if i should give her what she wants..
i dont even know if i should just shrug her off..
i dont know..
i dont want to be seen as a bad person..
but im helping for the sake of both party..
but why cant she see the picture??
im trying to teach her,let her learn what is right and wrong..
is it because i also teach her bad things?
i dont know..
haiz..
so sad..
cant she ever understand the meaning of word save????
SAVE!!!
haiz..
told her upteen times..
all she said was YES I KNOW!!
giving me the impression that shes not deaf..
i would assume you are..
not only deaf but also stupid irritating freak..
dont even understand just a simple British word.
SAVE!!
but she still did the same..
if i remind her again she wouldnt like it..
if i dont,..
i would be irritated..
she will be the death of me..
cant she see both the picture??
haiz..
GOD DAMN SAKE!!!
ARGH!!
i just need her help..
but she wont let me have the help..
but when i dont help her,
she would make people see me as a bad person..
haiz..
no one is going to help me..
haiz..
i would just die..
everything also cannot..
than what is the point living??
im sick..
yes i am..
im glad i am..
i just hope that my life ends faster..
of natural death conditions of course..
before i commit suicide just because of FREAKS!!!
haiz..
oh ya..
Ali is on reservist..
or dono what the heck its spelled as..
i dont give a damn shit..
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 11:08 PM