Monday, October 24, 2005
haiz..
so sad now..
nearly cry..
saturday n sunday..
i sad...
because i felt so alone..
'bro' says he got no time to play PS2 with me..
den he played X-MEN[PS2]..
den sit bside him n he act as if im transparent...
so HEART BREAKING...
haiz..
den i go sleep with ALEX...
den wake up near dinner time...
den bath...
den blah blah blah..
den 2dae...
my 'sis' say want buy yakult..
sao ask her 2mo go buy...
2mo finish skool at 1...
den my mom fetching..
so tot ask her go cold storage..
buy arnd 2 packets of yakult.
i want to buy chocolate also..
so i ask her bring my card..
den she scold me..
scold me everytime use card den how pay bill 4 nxt mth..
as if my fault..
hu ask her cancel all my work..
fuck care..
my money..
keep thousand over dollars also no use..
as if can bring on ur death bed like dat..
so fed up..
sa angry..
wads d use of living in a family dat promise to love u..
but in the end nvr give d attention needed??
im os sad now..
but dont wish to disturb u so i wont msg...
bye..
sweet dreams..
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 11:06 PM