haiz...
Monday, June 27, 2005
haiz..i was checkin my e mail...everytime aft readin a msg,i delete it,it always go 2 ur msg..i dono y...n im not referrin 2 d person dat i alwaes refer...but im referrin 2 my ex god bro...haiz...wen i saw d words sweet sis and dat u will alwaes b dere 4 me, i feel so hurt...hurt dat u don realli understand wad im tryin 2 do...we had a huge misunderstanding dat lead us 2 seperate...aft d seperation u gave me a cold shoulder...but u didnt noe dat deep dwn i feel hurt...i dono y...mayb bcoz i feel ive lost sumtin...mayb...sumtimes i feel i don care if i lose u...but d msg juz kp hurtin me..i don wan delete d msg coz i wana c ur name dere...but i don wan read d msg..coz it hurts...geez...i dono..so confused...
skool started..had flu headache sore throat and cough dis mrng..but heck...hu cares...at most i die faster..haha...
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 5:46 PM