Monday, April 25, 2005
well..didnt sleep for the whole night..
my head was full of things to think..
dats y i cant sleep..
i was frustrated...
hurt..
sad...
all mixed up in my head..
took the whole day to sort it out..
well..i have been preparing for the worst..
and the worst have come..
you dont care about me anymore..
its ok..
im still alive anyway..
WELL..
ABOUT TODAY IN SCHOOL..
i wrote the last page of my diary...
i dont want write again 2day...
so i start a new diary 2mo..
a new start for my life also...
i promised something to myself..
and i shall keep it to myself..
as ive siad..
ive prepared for the worst..
and 2dae im starting to face the worst..
not bored in school anymore..
when got free time i will just stare at the wall..
and think..
having headaches this morning...
my cough got worst...
cough till vomit..
but luckily i didnt eat anything in the morning..
or all my food will be thrown out..
just finished a piece of durian cake..
my cough got worst..
hehe...
now feel like vomitting..
hehe...
dese few daes..
something realli wrong with my health..
having chest pains...
and difficulty breathing..
but never mind...
im still alive and living..
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 4:18 PM