so sad...i jus wish im dead...
Sunday, April 17, 2005
im so upset...its been 2 days..no one can make me upset otha den my papa...haiz...but 2 dae...its just very horrible..haiz...i dono wad 2 sae...i just feel like killing myself..but i cant..coz i don haf d courage 2 do so..but i haf d courage 2 hurt myself..
i just wish im dead...pray 2 GOD...take my life away..gif other souls a chance 2 live..coz i dont appreciate life..gif others who appreciate life a chance 2 feel what its like 2 live...
haiz..
so hurt...
i just wish im dead....
no one understand me...
i myself dont understand my own life...
i tot i can find happiness by having a god father n god brother...
but in d end i just feel more hurt...more sad...more in everything negative...
i dono wad i m...
i feel lonely...
no one can hlp me..
other than GOD whoo can hlp me by taking my life away...
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 8:17 PM