...i dono....
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
2day,gt so many tings in my head...cant slp d whole nite yest...haiz...2dae all emotion gt mixed...if i mix wit d happy ppl,i feel a bit happy..if im alone..im either sad,lonely,frustrated,hurt,n many more...
i was hurt by ur email...n i rply u...im sorry if it hurts...but i dont mean it...so sorry...
2dae in skool,i nearly quarrel wit my papa again...he wasnt in a good mood because i was kinda treat him coldly...but i haf a reason 4 dat...but settled tings quickly...coz i don 1 quarrel anymore..so does he...sorry 2 hurt u papa...
im feeling very lonely..i feel ive lost everything in dis world...i just want to be alone...not disturbed by irritating assholes..but if u want to hlp me...i don mind..its not dat i dont want ppl 2 hlp me...but i dono where 2 find hlp...
i feel so helpless...
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 5:40 PM