haha...haiz..i dono...
Friday, April 15, 2005
firstly im happy...i gt 2 msg my papa...but sumtin dat worry me 4 d past few daes is...i will stop learnin lifesavin 4rm him aft d test onwards...i feel so sad n worried...i wont b able 2 c him as much as dis year...n wad if he gt posted 2 other place?wad if dey don call me work part time?
n as i think...work part time i can rely on queenstown...phew...
a load of my mind...
i can still msg him but i will seldom c him...
i cant wait 4 my nxt life...
i want wad i want now 2 happen in nxt life...
so i will pray 2 god...
u can make me suffer dis life...
but let me haf wad i want in my nxt life...
at least...
part of it...
i beg u...
I LOVE YOU PAPA..N I WILL ALWAYS WILL...MISS YOU...
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 7:44 PM