FINE!!!LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
Thursday, April 21, 2005
haiz...very sad day 2dae..veryone so bad mood..wadever...
y bother...
2dae arnd 7.30 wen d skool suppose 2 assemble 4 flag raising,i went 2 d toilet n vomit..cool..ppl singing d national anthem i inside the toilet vomitting..so great..all food come out...coughing so much d whole dae till sumtimes gt blood..so nice...somethin very wrong with me...don bother...if by nxt mon tings still stay d same den go doc...
it feels so great 2 b sick..hahaha
now my mp3 can play aready aft i update d software..wad fuck...if i noe i update earlier earlier..dumb ass...haiz...so sad...
ppl so cold 2wards me 2dae...i feel so hurt..
y love wen love hurts?
im so stupid 2 love ppl..
i don 1 2 love anymore..
haiz..
hurt me so much...
my hearts bleeding...
it bleeds so much..
it wont stop bleeding..
coz d cut is so deep...
i just feel sick n tired of loving..
wads the point...
in loving ppl..
but in d end they juz hurt u back..
wads d point...
making ppl happy...
wen dey juz misunderstand u...
n hurt u coz dey gt d different meaning...
haiz...
i hate everything..
just leave me alone..
i dont want to know u anymore..
i just feel so hurt...
i dont want the blood to stop flowing..
iwant it to flow 4ever...
i dont want it to be healed..
i want to die from being hurt...
wadever it is...thank you 4 everything
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 5:34 PM