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designer   DancingSheep
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well..ive been feeling very very down lately...worst of my life..yes..dats wad i can sae...well...cik nan toke 2 me...kinda off councel me..can sae lar..can sae toke 2 me as a fren,as a dad...everyting..he saes nvr toke bad bout oder people..always toke gd..coz once toke bad..ur heart will be black..full of "unhealthy" things...as in full of bad tings...wat ppl wont want..he toke 2 me why we need pray...@ least once a day...i understood everything...he can juz toke 2 u in 10 mins n he can noe ur backgrnd so well..hes superb...he made me feel better...he noes ive gt lots of tings in my mind..w/o me telling him..he asks me clear all dose tings..start a new life..hmm...well...i started 2 live happily...rite @ d moment...i felt so relieved..he asks me join him plae badminton evry tue @ yck...wit his frens..i will b joinin him..its fun talkin wit him..he makes ppl feel better...he don talk bad bout ppl aso..wad he cares are ppl wit good heart..good heart makes ppl good...no matter how innocent u r if ur heart is black..ure no longer innocent...
went hme..4rm work..being happy..forgettin evrything...
told my mom ate rojak dat nelson bought...and dey asked..halal or not?
hello!my uncle ate it...n ure saying if its not halal or not...
n so called good brother saed: if he jump down you also jump down lah?!(in an unhappy tone)
HELLO?!!!!IMAGINE IF I SAED DAT 2 U: IF YOUR FATHER JUMP DOWN YOU ALSO JUMP DOWN LAR?!
WOUL YOU BE HAPPY?!
STUPID ASSHOLE.!DESE KIND OF PEOPLE NEVER THINK BEFORE TALKING AND CAN STILL SAY THEY ARE CLEAVER EPOPLE...FUCK THAT BULLSHIT LAR!
LET ME TELL YOU!THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINK THEY ARE CLEAVER ARE ACTUALLY STUPID PEOPLE!YES STUPID!COZ DEY WILL ALWAYS THINK THAT THEY ARE CLEAVER N CORRECT!WHILE THE SO CALLED STUPID PEOPLE WILL NOT SHOW OFF LIKE DOSE "CLEAVER" PEOPLE!ASSHOLES!
I was just trying 2 be happy...forgetting all dat shits and u made me feel down again...haiz...thank you...maybe u love me feeling that way...selfish moron..haiz...
nvm..i will always remember what he say...
well...,for 2dae..gt lesson in the morning...
haiz...
so pissed...
MR CHAN IS SO BIASED!!!!!
he dont care bout me..
so sad..
and he can say ihe can be my dad...
fuck that bullshit..
if you really want to be one..than be one..dont pretend..coz youre doing nothing but just hurting peoples feelings..
yes..it really hurts badly...

haiz...i dont know what to do..i must make my decision..but please..let me have the space...you people are nothing but just making my life living hell...