haiz...
Friday, February 25, 2005
i feel im stupid...useless...wadever..i cant b bothered bout life anymore...nor do i bother d lives of u ppl...i realli dono wad 2 do..im so freaking confused..i tried my best so dat ppl wont gt hurt..giving opinion n advice...but u still wan 2 do d same old shit dat u once went thru...n u show me a fuck attitude...n u blame m\it on me?god fuck off chief razi..i don care..i don respect u as u don respect me..hello!!!im a sister of her while u can sae ur her god brother..i try all kind of ways 2 make her happy..i try 2 be soft 2 her n she wont listen 2 me..its fine!!!living in a same roof is diff 4rm living in a diff roof!u dono wad i feel like as a sister of hers..looking @ her...being sad...n u ask me 2 fuck off? fine..i will juz FUCK OFF FROM HER LIFE...I WONT CARE ABOUT HER ANYMORE..I PROMISE YOU THAT..U WANA KILL ME?GO AHEAD..I DONT WANT MY LIFE ANYMORE ANYWAY...DUMB ASSHOLE..TINKIN URE D BEST FUCKING GOD BROTHER OF HERS..U DONT NOE HOW MUCH I SACRIFICE FOR HER..DUMB BUG HEAD...
shit...enuf of dat ass...cant b bothered...2dae not working..i miz u uncle chan..i wud like 2 thank u 4 tryin ur bez 2 make me laugh..but im sorry 2 sae dat it juz hurt me more deep..i juz wish i could die..im useless u can sae dat..i dont realli want to live anymore..i wonder when god is gonna take my life awae 4rm my body...im juz wastin my time here in dis world...i dono y i live...kill me..juz kill me 4 dose ppl hu r angry wit me..i don mind..god..i pray dis 4rm d bottom of my heart...take my life away...
& van_inariahkh signed off @ 6:09 PM